the fear of meaninglessness and isolation

The fear of meaninglessness leads to a suffering of deep internal existential purposelessness. From very early on in our lives, we start searching for meaning by reading and listening to teachings of those who we consider informed. External authorities eventually disappoint our sense of internal yearning for truth. The constant search makes us studious, and we may even become one of those scholarly or scientific types who feel informed about a subject. Philosophical subjects or scientific research may be of particular interest to us. Sometimes we may even become so invested in our own knowledge that we get fixed in it. Eventually though, we may feel isolated in our own thought processes and life brings challenges that creates an existential crisis and a need to go deeper and beyond what is observable or provable. The existential crisis may be a sign of our ‘human state of mind’ that believes all meaning exists from its own efforts, study and intellectual deductions. Our spirit urges us to find a solution for the feeling of being disconnected from ‘true’ meaning through experiencing this crisis. Instead of withdrawing from life because of our disappointment in all authoritative knowledge, even our own, we can finally find truth beyond words and studies by connecting with Divine Wisdom. Wisdom is not intellectual or even come from studies. Divine wisdom flows through us when we choose to open the portal at our crown chakra, calling on our inner Divine core to connect with super consciousness. Super Consciousness is called Christ Consciousness by some, representing a deep awareness of pure unconditional Love and Light that is all-inclusive. This Love is not driven by human desires; it attend to all of existence. We are not talking about a specific religion either. This Love and Wisdom go beyond all human ideologies or constructed belief systems. It is an inner experience and relationship with Divine essence inside us. The meaning we find in this experience cannot be explained. It exists in our silent connection with Divine, in whatever way you experience it. This is where we finally find ‘direct knowing’, that we do not have to justify, prove or preach in clever words. We feel complete because there are no disconnected aspects of ourselves; parts or aspects of us that we reject or try to avoid or get rid of. We love all that is human and divine in us. We can love all in us because we feel that love and do not force it or intellectualize it. All conditioned teachings and conventional beliefs fall away. We live in our deepest authentic truth. This self-love allows us to love all, and we are patient in knowing and understanding life’s bigger cycles and of others growth cycles.

Blessings,

Jayni